But wait. Why I am allowing this? I actually now know my own self worth. I actually know and believe that I deserve all that the universe has to offer me - and that it is all mine for the taking.
With that being said, I cannot understand why it seems as though I am falling back into the deep, dark abyss of self doubt...
Thank God it hasn't overpowered me this time. From far below I can see the surface of the water - the light dancing, stretching it's rays, reaching down to me... reminding me that I don't need any of this doubt or worry. No one can complete me, for I am whole beyond compare.
Why is it that I sometimes forget. How is it that I get caught up in the so-called magic... trapped as if captured in the stickiness of a spider's web and the more I struggle for answers, the more stuck I become?
I will be still. I will listen... listen to the guidance and energy that surround me. I am safe. I will not allow anyone to hurt me anymore. For it is within me to find my happiness - and that happiness is independent from everything around me. This I have learned. This I will remember.
For when it is right, I will not doubt... I will not wonder... I will not be afraid. When it is right, my heart will rejoice and then, and only then will I know the true meaning of love.
Peace & Love,
Kristina =)
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