We are all given certain lessons to learn in this life. Of that I am positive. We are also given many, many blessings - I have 12 that come to my mind instantly. My 9 brothers and sisters, my 2 sons and my best friend in the entire world... my soul sister. I do believe that these people were chosen to help me on my path, to teach me lessons in compassion, empathy and unconditional love.
I have heard it said that you do not get to choose your family. I whole-heartedly disagree with that sentiment. I believe that we do choose and that we have chosen these same people many times in different capacities... to help teach us different things each time we are on this earth.
Being the 2nd oldest of nine children did have it’s challenges. Life was never dull... or very quiet. I was privileged to see my 7 little brothers and sisters grow up... though through some very difficult challenges... into beautiful, amazing adults. We all still have difficult challenges, however, we have learned that no matter what happens - we have each other. People who love us, unconditionally, even though they know how much we have screwed up. They laugh with us... cry with us. They have held our hands as we have walked on our journey. They have held our hearts when they are broken and have helped picked up the pieces when all else seemed lost.
My children are nine years apart. Each is unique and has taught me different things. I love them both will all of my heart and soul... until the day I die - and even beyond. I am honored that I was entrusted with them here and I know that I have fallen short in some areas – loving them was not one of them. There is never a moment when I am not worried about their well being. Hoping and praying that they know how much they are loved, so that they can also love in their lives. They are polar opposites of each other, but each amazing in their own ways. Beautiful, kind, loving, creative... I am truly blessed.
We are also given people in this life who are not related to us biologically, however, are just as much a part of our souls as our families. My beautiful friend Kimmi is that person. I have many dear friends whom I love with all my heart, however, the gift of this beautiful woman’s friendship is one I will be forever grateful. We have known each other before... and I know we will know each other again. We knew it the moment we met. We have been through a roller coaster ride of events in our lives... and 14 years later, we still love each other. That alone speaks volumes.
This life is a challenge. That is the truth! However, I feel as I am the most blessed person in the world. I will feel this way for the rest of my life.
Thank you... Universe... God... All The Powers That Be! I know that all is well in my little corner of the world.
Peace and love,
Krissy
